It has been a long year. Gradually got less tolerant of meds and shakier, so am off everything except an MAO inhibitor. Totally could not sleep. They did a sleep study that showed I just don't get into deeper sleep and stay there.
But I have quit work, applied for SSI and we'll see what happens. Meanwhile started a card business creating unique and lovely cards from vintage materials. It's going slow but going. I hate the book work for business upkeep.
Lots of changes this year. A flood in my house when I left the water running in the bath room sink while doing laundry. The house is semi-finished but more re-do on bathrooms and kitchen and laundry room. Feel like I've lived 6 months in boxes.
Everywhere in my house are reminders of our daughter, Deborah, who died 10 years ago in a PWC accident. A photo here or there just shifted with the rest of the contents after living in the same place 20 years.
I need to nap, was up half the night despite sleeping pills.
